Too much

The biggest urge of all
feels like I'm gonna fall
into the same old trap
Im just sick of all this crap
So i pick up the knife
will this be the end of my life
who knows
I'm in an all time low
Only one thing to help
You just don't know how I felt
And so I begin to cut
but guess what
I don't care
It's all becoming to much to bare
I want out
Im just sick of all the shouts
and the secrets and such
Its just all to much