Behind these eyes

I sit here every night
and cry my silent tears
this is nothing new
I've been doing it for years

I take the razor blade
and I carress my skin
I can't take anymore
Of this life I'm living in

There's no one here to help me
though people say they care
I know that they are lying
cause they are never there

They say they want to save me
but still they leave me here
drowning in this doubt
and never-ending fear

So please don't say you care
and then abandon me
cause there's more behind these eyes
that you just can not see