Add Me To The List

This is just another suicide poem,
Along with all the others.
I'm sure you know what's wrong,
And why I'm just a cutter.

I usually keep it in,
All of my heartache and my pain.
But for once I'm going to tell it,
Rather than cut deep in my vein.

It all started when I was nine,
The long road of abuse.
I was raped and left alone,
With only one person to accuse.

And no, I did not tell,
Because I was scared of the blame.
Now it has all caught up with me,
So I live my life in shame.

But back to my past,
And why I'm writing these rhymes.
Back to a different world,
To see my "happy times."

I met the man I love,
The one who held my soul.
Of course he had to end it,
Something I could not control.

He threw our love away,
Just like it was never there.
A year and 6 months gone,
He didn't seem to care.

He was with her 2 days later,
While crazy doctors treated me.
I was in the psychiatric unit,
Because he held my hearts key.

I know it's no big deal,
But I had to let this out.
I've kept it all inside,
But tonight they'll hear me shout.

I'm sorry I complained,
But please remember this:
I died for love, I died for him,
So add my name to the suicide list.

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