Just another Day

Just another day, that I have to face alone,
Just another day, that I go to school and cry,

Just another day, that he doesn’t call my phone,
Just another day, I ask myself why?

Why am I here?
Why do I put up with this?

I have only so much fear,
And only one wish,

I wish that I was willing,
And not crying,

Instead I am killing,
And possibly even dying,

Then I realize,
This is the first day, of the rest of my life.

© Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on June 20th, 2004