Can i Cope

I never thought I’d see this day,
The day were I see you fly away,

When will I see you again?
When will I be able to hold you hand,

I can’t cope with this
As well as everything else,

It’s building up inside me,
And yet I can’t let it out,

I must hold on to every memory I have,
Good or bad, it doesn’t matter,

Whenever I think of you,
It will always make me cry,

The way I acted when you were here,
And the way I don’t act when your not,

It’s getting too much,
To much to cope with, and to much to handle

I must let go,
Before I get crushed,

To spare a tiny piece of my dignity,

But is it worth it,
To choose my dignity, over my love for you

The answer is no, and will always be
For my love for you is endless
And will also always be.

© Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on June 30th, 2004