When you went Away

I never thought I’d see this day,
The day were I see you fly away,

When will I see you again?
When will I be able to hold you close?

I can’t cope,
With not only this but everything else also,

It’s building up inside me,
And yet I can’t let it out,

I must hold on to every memory I have,
Good or bad, it doesn’t matter,

Either way whenever I think of you,
It will always make me cry,

The way I acted when you were here,
And the way I don’t act when your not here,

It’s getting too much,
To much to cope with, and to much to handle,

I must let go,
Before I get crushed,

To spare a tiny piece of my dignity,

But is it worth it,
To chose my dignity, over my love for you,

The answer is no, and will always be,
For my love for you is endless,
And will also always be.

© Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on June 11th, 2004