I do a lot of thing to try not to bring back my past
because I'm afraid if I do my new relationship wont last
I don't call you honey or sweetie I just call you by your name or baby
I don't want to bring back the past I want to forget it
but I don't know whats wrong with me I really wish I knew
How I can be in love with him and still in love with you
Ive tried so hard to get over him just in love with you
but every where I turn I know when I say I don't love him it wont be true
he didn't help you much with me because hes on my mind
I try not it let it get to me but it just happens sometimes
he hurt me so much and caused me so much pain
and I don't trust you not to do the same
well anyways I know I love you
and need to get over him to
but maybe I'm not meant to be happy
just constantly confused
