Confused

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Tie me up with your heartstrings
Blow away the lighted candles
Close the door - lock it

(You) blindfold me with your affection
(You) blew me away
(You) knocked me down... almost.

Your hands, touching me
In this cold darkened room
In between these sheets of sin
Above the filthy ground

I told you I would do anything
Just to be with you

Your filthy hands, touching me
Can you sense my insecurity?

How can I love you, when I need you to fix me? Am I just using you, unconsciously? I want you to make me happy. I should always look forward to be with you. However, the insecurity is building up inside, and I don't know how to make it go away. I don't want to lose you. I am selfish. I use you.

I give you permission. Use me to satisfy yourself. Treat me like an ugly doll everyone discards.

Love is abuse, at least to me.

And you have not fixed me yet.

Your shadows stole my heart
As candlelight faded under my breath
With a twist of a key
Were locked inside
No way out, only each other

My childish insecurities are dissolved
As you smile at me
In your eyes, nothing
No sugar, just anger
I’m blown away

My hands graze your face
Cold to the touch
We’re frozen in time
Staring into each others eyes
No one makes a move

I know you would do anything
For a chance to be with me
But do I really deserve you?

These Filthy Hands, touching you
Can you feel the emptiness I do?

How can you love me, when I am so broken? Are you just toying with me, and this is some sick game? All I wanted was to be loved, so why can’t I be happy? I can’t even fake a smile. I want to kiss you, but it seems so wrong. No one as perfect as you could ever care about someone like me. Or could they? I don’t want this to end. I felt alone. You noticed me.

I will let you play with my heart, I am your toy.

Love is out of reach.

Something I could never grasp. Why do I feel so hollow?

*I didn't write this.My friend john said he did.I didn't know what to put it under either *