A sudden Twist

I want to kill myself,
Maybe today, maybe tomorrow,
I’m as helpless as the toys on the shelf,
That dark light I wish to follow,

I’m nothing special,
I know its true,
There’s no point living,
If all I feel is blue,

Pills to take,
Doctors to see,
I’ll end up fake,
With no one to be,

Do it now,
Overcome this pain,
Before someone else calls you a cow,
And drives you insane,

I picked up a knife,
Up it to my wrist,
Ended my life,
With a sudden twist.

© Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on August 25th, 2004