Silently Screams

Laying here crying..
thinking about dying...
because no one cares.
No body will miss me...
No tears but mine, would be shed
Why do I think bad thoughts inside my head.
Holding myself, all alone
Wishing I would just be gone
I pray to the lord, to make everything seem fine
I wish so much, That this life wasn't mine.
I cry myself to sleep basically every night..
Nothing ever turns out right.
Help me she silently screams
She wishes she could live out her dreams
But she knows she cant,
Shes not supposed to be happy...
So she'll live life physically...
But not emotionally.