My true Destiny

Can you see the pain,
The pain that lies inside,
I have nothing to gain,
Or is it all just in my mind,

Put me aside,
Like a doll on the shelf,
While I think of,
Killing myself,

Taking a blade,
Grasping it in my hands,
Sliding it across my wrists wanting to fade,
Knowing no one understands,

Dying is my destiny,
I know its true,
Living is my fake fantasia,
But I do it all for you.

© Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on November 23rd, 2004