Forgive me please my friend,for I have sinned,
For you have hurt me once again.
I told you that you wouldn't understand,
You promised we would be friends until the end.
But you broke that promise, you gave me pain,
You said the reason I have a bad life is because I'm insane.
But am I really? Or is it you don't know me?
You pushed me away and told me to always leave you be.
Forgive me mother, for I have sinned,
You neither did not understand.
You kept me locked inside the house because I was unwanted and ugly,
You kept me from eating, and not once was it funny.
I thought I was your child, but I was just your maid,
When I tried to ask for some freedom, you said in the house I was to stay.
You ignored my cries, you never saw my cuts,
But I needed to let out my stress, so I did what i must.
Forgive me father, for I have sinned,
You of all people, should have, but didn't understand.
I told you I needed freedom, and so did you,
But you agreed with mother, giving me more hell to go though.
I thought you and mum needed to stop all the fights,
But you too pushed me away, didn't want me in sight.
I tried to be a good girl,but that didn't matter either,
Your words spat in my face like you didn't want me as a child neither.
Both you and mum treat the other children so nice,
But I'm the hated one, it's me that you both despise.
Forgive me God, for I have sinned,
I do not wish to live this life to the end.
Was I a mistake that you happened to make?
Was giving me a bad life really my fate?
Please forgive me for putting the blade to my wrist,
It will not be this painful world I will miss...
