I've tried my hardest to be everything you wanted me to be,
But everything I say and do is always wrong,
I'm sorry I can't be like her I just need to be me,
I'm sorry I couldn't be perfect and that I am a disgrace,
I'm sorry I have so many problems and I always seem confused,
Maybe that's way in your eyes I am second place,
I'm sorry I'm not happy but I just feel so used,
You use me to put her up and make her feel so great,
Do you even realize that when you do this you leave me feeling that I am not worth your time,
I hope you realize this before it's to late,
Will I always be second place in your mind,
You make her out so perfect something I could never be,
You talk about her as if she could do no wrong,
Even her huge mistakes you choose not to see,
You say you don't lover her more but I knew all along,
You act like she is special really something great,
This story needs to be put to rest,
I know that truthfully in your mind that I am second rate,
And I have finally accepted that I will always be second best....
I know this is bad but it is how I feel about my mom and lil sis... any comments would be helpful!
~broken in§ide~
