The feelings gone
it's only till it's gone
that you know the meaning of it
it's bigger than a word
lonleyness, numbness, pain
it's to great to describe it
terrible but great
enjoyable, thrilling, depressing
you feel so numb
and yet cry for no reason
it's a beautiful torn tragedy of chaos
today I lost the person with meaning
a teacher, a friend, a brother, a lover
I remember the days we could just talk
the days I now miss most
because you see it's not the love that hurts the most
it's the memories that I'll always remember
but how can it hurt if your numb yet more alive than ever
I can't answer the things I don't know
you say your not sure if you know me
but can't you see no one does
I'm not alive
I don't know anyone
because im a ghost to the world
and thats all thats left
but the painful memories of a past person
who was once happy
