What happened?

Have you ever wondered
what went wrong?
why all of a sudden
you were no longer strong?

there may be many reasons
or one main one
but not matter what
the sadness weighs a tonne

some one you love may die
or some one broke your heart
i guess either way
your body feels torn apart

do you notice how some people
they think that they care?
but when it comes down to it
they are never actually there

i some times wonder
what happened to me?
why all of a sudden
i just wanted to be free?

i look back
and cant really tell
maybe my life was
always just a living hell

its the same old story
i have scars on my wrists
and cuts everywhere else
cause i dont want to exist

i want some one to be there
i want some one around
i want some time
i guess i just want to be found

i have bruise everywhere
my whole life ive been abused
including this thing called a heart
but that still does give me a reason to be confused

this life im living
is hard to stay in
maybe some people don't realize
that hurting people is a sin

i guess i should be thankful
for this life i was given
even though
it makes me not want to be living