SO-CALLED FRIEND

But have you been lonely
when i left
or is it that you were
more joyful?
i have been hurt but
did you ask for forgiveness?
or have you rejoiced
that i am gone
i know what you did & what i
have done is not applicable
but can you blame me
for hurting so?
never have you apologized
for simple wrongs
i have been always down
when i was in your company
where no one appreciates
what i do for thee.
no one to help you
get up and be free
what kind of friendship
rooted in our soil?
i am so relieved it had
been spoiled.
for you i am nothing...
but just something ...
to never remember
not even notice
that i am in anger.