So gone

I wish i could just be so gone.
Fast forward the hands on the clock,
because here I just can't belong.

I try with all my might,
But no one really gives me that chance.
I think I'll just leave tonight.

All the regret,
All the heart ache,
I didn't think it would be this tough to forget.

So I gotta get out, I gotta just leave.
I can't deal with this anymore.
This place is haunted by memories.

I used to be happy, i used to not cry.
But that seems like forever ago.
Even though there is still hurt in my eyes.

So I'm packing up everything I've got.
I'm getting out of here.
I guess i missed my last shot.

I'll just leave the rest behind.
It'll be useless where I'm going.
Maybe something new I'll find.

But none of that matters, so long as I'm so gone, then I might remember how to forget.