All Or Nothing

by ♥-Sharon Ardern-♥   Jan 23, 2005


Has my life been wasted?
I spent so long dreaming
And then I lost it all
And spent nights screaming

Now at a turning point
Trying to choose the right direction
But scared of choices
In the event of rejection

Time is ticking by
And choices must be made
But my past has made me fragile:
It’s easy to be betrayed

I wish I still had my dream
Of getting smiles through fame
Now I have a different dream
But it’s just not the same

I guess I want all or nothing
I can’t have all, that’s not to be
So I have nothing
Spread out in front of me

And when I think about it
Death isn’t so bad
If it stops this emptiness
Before it drives me mad.

© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005

* I wrote this in the pub last night while I contemplated suicide.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Knoxy

    Hey hun, this is really good...keep ur head up, sumtimes itz hard...but sumthins bound to happen, and you have such great talent, i want you to keep on writing girl!! take care...great job..gave it a 5!! i'm alwayz here if ya want to talk...
    ~Luv Alwayz Knoxy

  • 19 years ago

    by CareBear

    Hey sweetie,
    I Love it!! I can relate, Keep it up!! I luv ur stuff, ur a fantastic writter n i wish i could write lyk u, but we're all different. Anywayz, yeah i love it!!
    Don't give up!!
    |[*Mwahz*]|
    Love Alwayz Carz
    xoxoxox

  • 19 years ago

    by Briana.

    hey its really good but just please think about doing suicice. you never know if it can get better when your older. beleive me. iv thought bout that many times so just please think twice bout what your doing. Also dont stop writting your really good.

  • 19 years ago

    by hopelessregret

    NO no no no do not contemplate suicide... THere's so much more to live for.. Please just stay strong please please please... By the way this is really good... You have an amazing gift for writing and i don't want you to throw that away because you don't think there's anything left to live for... Please keep pushing on.. and if you ever need to talk i'm always here
    Kisses, M

  • 19 years ago

    by Hidden Meaning

    brilliant im just so glad that you are still here be strong i know you are and thank you for everything x take care always x

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