Secretly

Secretly Weepin
Secretly Keepin
Tryin to hide it inside

Secretly Abusin
You find this Amusin
While i try to hide

Secretly Slammin
The doors in
my confusing mind

Secretly Killin
My inner body
As i smile this fake smile

Secretly Starvin
My grave is callin
While anorexea im sufferin

Secretly Cryin
For help I'm scared
Cuz i know im slowly diein

Secretly Dreamin
For a thinner body
Even though my bones stick out

Secretly Doubtin
That im too skinny
when those jeans myt not fit

I need help
I cry and yelp
No one can hear
As i silently melt

I know its bad
But i cant help it
I dont want to have
What i once had

A fat body
With bullies crowdin
Sayin im worthless
Super size i would fit in

Secretly Callin
For a hand
No on helps me
I have Fallen