Lots of people there but not you...*

A lot of people around me,
People who actually care.
Around them, the best I should be
But I always feel I need air.

Family and friends always supporting me,
And I'm never really thankful
It's a shame because I never see.
I never see and I'm never grateful.

I know the reason I'm like that
That's because even though I know I'm loved
I also know that you're not here
And if you aren't, I don't care about anyone.

Though these people do care,
I feel no one does,
Since you're not there.

I don't want to love you
I wish I could be at peace
But how do it do that, I have no clue.
And till the day I won't love you anymore, I'll never be at ease...