IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE

IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE IT ALL CHANGED.

WHY?

IF I HATED YOU SO MUCH AND I WANTED YOU TO DIE.

BUT WHEN IT REALLY HAPPENED I FELT SO GUILTY.

MY WORLD COLLAPSED.

NOW I MISS YOU SO MUCH. BUT I DONT KNOW WHY

I CANT EXPLAIN IT
WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY

I WANTED IT TO HAPPEN
AFTER THE BACKSTABBING
AND THE BETRAYAL

I WISHED YOU WOULD JUST DIE
BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT I LOVED YOU SO MUCH THAT I HATED YOU

BUT AGAIN I ASK MYSELF WHY?