For u ricky

Your like a disease. i hate you. you kill me slowly and consume me like maggots on a dead corpses. your what i fear and what i base my life on. one wrong step and i drop dead. why did you do it? i cant let go of what happened with the two of us. i hate you. i want you dead. but why do i care about you??? god knows you didn't care about me. i need to know why... because of you i toss and turn in my sleep. everyday is hard for me.. i try to hide it with a forced smile but i can only do it for so long. your name haunts me day after day. i pray another girl doesn't have to go threw what i do. your a criminal..... your like a bad dream that NEVER ends instead it replays over and over again

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