A song for ricky

I act like i don't care about you but the truth is i think about you every night. it always turns in to sleepless nights.

my stomach turns in to knots and its all thanks to you.

I'm afraid to get close to people.... you took my heart and ripped it to shreds. I'm falling apart once again.

i feel like a ghost nobody can see the real me. we've been apart for a year and after all the stupid shytt you put me threw... do you have a clue?

i know you don't care if i die. you probably forgot all about me. I'm just another insecure soul I'm so ashamed... do you even give a damn?

inside I'm fighting with myself. i hide you with a fake smile but your really there deep inside.

only if you saw the scars... one poke and my wounds overflow. they overflow with all the pain. I'm sure my bloods pure black.

i know you don't care if i die. you probably forgot all about me. I'm just another insecure soul. I'm so ashamed. do you even give a damn?

go ahead take another swing at me you know you want to.

you love to see me crumble so go right ahead.

don't worry i promise you'll hurt me isn't that what you want....

I'm just another insecure soul I'm so ashamed. do you even give a damn?

you don't have a clue do you? do you have to see physical wounds to understand?

thanks for all the sleepless night and shredding my heart and soul.

do you even give a damn?

please vote and comment it means a to me thanks.