My friend was always happy. You'd never see him sad. Until one day when he fliped out and he got all mad.
He was upset with the life he'd been living. He felt like everybody was always try to take away. Never felt like anyone was giving.
He wanted to kill himself. Wish his life away. I tried to stop him but he refused to stay.
I told him that I needed him and I didn't want him to go. He told me he loved me too but there's one thing I must know.
He wanted to die because he didn't know that I really care. He wanted to run away because nothing in his life was fair.
So he took out the knife and stuck it up to his heart and said "I hate my life and I have from the start."
As he wanted to die I wanted my friend to stay. I never thought he'd want to leave me alone. I thought he'd always stay.
I knew his life was tough, but he always learned to keep his head up.
As I started to cry. He did too. I wanted to tell him that I didn't want him to risk his life. I didn't want him to cause himself all this pain. He had no idea what kind of pain he was putting everyone through.
As he got ready to lead his life out the door. I grabed the knife and threw it on the floor.
I couldn't help it the tears kept falling from my eyes. I wanted to tell him I'm sorry for all of the little lies.
I asked him why and this is what he said.
"I need you I love you, I just can't get you out of my head. I've always wanted you since the day we met. So I want to let go of all my pain so I can just forget."
I as I started to cry. I didn't know what to do. I finally came out and told him "you're my best friend and I love you too...."
Wow sometimes people don't realize but true love can make you do craZy things....
