I was once clean, but now I'm jaded
once whole but now I'm faded
I'm scared that i may never
be put back together
i go through life with swift quick moves
in this game i always tend to loose
i will not back down, i will fight back
for i must keep my life in tact
i didn't think anyone would be there in the end
i needed someone i needed a friend
i go to school i live my life
although it's filled with pain and strife
yes i used to be that girl, that wished she was dead
at that time i didn't know what was going through my head
I'm still not clean but I'm happy to live
and yet to me you continue to give
in the beginning it was only you who was there for me
but yet you continue to open my eyes and make me see
you gave me life taught me it would be OK
now I'm glad you're in my life every single day
I'm so glad you've always stayed true
but most of all I'm glad god gave me a friend like You!!!
~Dedicated to my only friend that really knows me - Rene.~
