Asking for help

As i sit alone
and cry to myself
i think of all the times
i should've asked for help
now i have scars
that seem to go to deep
my mind now has memories
that i don't want to keep
my soul is now broken
and lays upon the floor
my heart is now shattered
saying "please no more"
my mind is so lost
i don't think it will ever be found
crying and tearing up my skin
whenever no one's around
tired of living in my present
yet terrified of my past
but tired of wondering
how long this will last
scared of who i am
even more scared of who i was
having no where to run
no longer having a cause
standing at a fork
not knowing which way is right
growing weaker and weaker
no longer able to fight
i know i may be late
but listen to what i say
I'm tired of living
like this each day
so as i sit alone
and cry to myself
i finally now see
that right now i need help
so I'm finally going to ask
for someone who will pull me through
i finally now realize
I've always needed you!!!