Why cant i cry
i feel the sadness welling up inside
why cant i cry
my tears are inside my mind
i can feel them flowing down
it would feel better if i could but
why cant i cry
maybe it wouldnt feel better
i know that now
it will just keep the sadness invisible for awhile
it would still be there
tearing me apart little by little
feasting on what little joy remains
still inside of me
so now i know
i am crying
you just cant see me
but im crying all the time
