I Still Wonder

I got you on my mind
Trying to deal with school too
I can’t deal with anything
If I can’t deal with you

I’ve got so many questions
But it’s never the right time
I want to ask you things
I want to make you mine

I don’t know if this is right
Or if I’m even ready
I’m a little rocky these days
But you can make me steady

I want to know what you feel
To know if this is real
I don’t want to live in lies
So do you feel what I feel

I love staring into your eyes
Bright blue, just like mine
I wonder if you notice this
If you take the time

I want to feel you next to me
My hands on your body
I’m not ashamed of what I got
So go ahead and love me

Sometimes I really wonder
If this will end up right
Do you have time for me
I know school is your life

I guess we were raised different
School is not my number one
Sure I make time for it
But all I really want is fun

I’ll stand back and wait for you
Go ahead and take your time
Just know I can’t be here forever
I won’t waste this life

But I still wonder if you miss me
I still wonder if you care
I still wonder what you think of me
I still wonder what else is there.