Why her

She wants to go out. She just wants to leave. But no one won't let her. She always home. She is thinking about the knife lying next to her. Wondering what to do. She wants her old life back the one were she was happy. And when school wasn't as bad as it is now. She lost a lot of her friends. She doesn't now how. But she did. She thinks if she killed herself no one really cared. But she doesn't want to. She always had that knife next to her and she just look at it. Wondering if she should do it or not. But she doesn't want to hurt anyone but the people that hurt her.