Would You...

Would you cry?
Would you even care?
If I told you I would die
That I would dare

Would you be sad?
If you saw my picture in the paper
Would you be glad?
That it would all be over

I think you would
That you would not even care
Just like you should
Just whisper to me that I wouldn’t dare

It will be the one thing I need more
To push the blade in deep
Push it to the core
Bring me in an endless sleep

Then in the paper my picture will be
Underlined by a beautiful frame
Teenage kid kills himself… see?
And all you can think of is the shame

But now it’s too late
The blood is already cold
I will be buried behind that gate
And move across another gate of gold

I will leave those that I loved
And the others that I hate
And the pain will be gone
But for you everything will be too late

Alone in the corner
There you will be
Thinking of your sorrow
Wishing of nothing else but me

And I will be smiling from above
Thinking how stupid you had been
For saying you didn’t care, didn’t love
And alone I will walk away…