Whisperings

I’m a spectrum of emotion
Each day a new sight
Everyday brings more feelings
Each day getting more complex

They must think I’m crazy
Losing all my sanity
I suppose they’re right
Who else has voices in their head?

Each day brings more problems
As new conquest in my head
As I forget the things they said
It’s getting harder

I’m forgetting who I am or who I was
I can’t distinguish reality from my dreams
Or my dreams from my nightmares
And everyday they haunt me

I’m scared I’ll give in
Let go of what I have
Follow the lights
Till I’m smothered in these thoughts

The hands are getting tighter
My mind is growing smaller
My thoughts are getting quicker
But I just wanted to be me