Two Ends Of The Wrong Stick?

What is my greatest virtue?
That I love you no matter what?
That I have never hurt you?
Or that I don't know how much I've got …

Is it a gift? Because you say I'm blind
When I tell you I believe I have no worth
It does funny things in my mind
Feeling I don't belong on this earth …

Yet you swear, scouts honor it's true,
That I have my place amongst the rest
Maybe I can't explain this to you
But I can only try my best …

You say I don't know what I've got
But then I think, do you believe I’m not grateful?
Do you think I ignore YOU love ME no matter what?
Do you think I don't feel blessed for you being so faithful …?

This is so hard, trying to explain what I don't understand
I don't know what’s wrong in my head
But I'm grateful for all we've had and still have planned
But depression … I don't know why, can get in the way instead.

© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2005