My (evil) fling

Why did i do it
i don't know
maybe its cuz I always got hit
i guess I'll never know

I'm told it was a horrible thing
I'm told it was a sin
but u would have gone on that awful fling
if you'd been where I've been

I guess I have to pay now
I guess I should feel bad
And I really don't know how...
but actually, I feel glad