The Art of Cutting

Something I never felt when everything was okay
Something I never felt until my life crashed into walls
Something I never felt until you stopped caring for me
Something I never felt until I was left to bleed

My eyes are tired
I think they might explode one day
So many tears have cried
My sorrow will never go away

I can wish all I want
I dream all I want
But I don't think my life will ever change

Up to this point I've lost all hope
I'm sorry
I just can't go on

I keep trying to forget
What you want me to not do
Its just so hard, I'm anxious to

Words can express the why I feel
But not as much as a scar on my delicate skin
Pretty soon I might commit a sin