His Last Night..

He looks at the floor and tears do fall...
The crimson drops silently flows down..
The tear drops do fall ever so quickly,
And still going faster to the ground.

He's getting dizzy from loss of blood,
He doesn't care, all he wants is to die.
Maybe now, he's done the right thing,
Maybe, this will be his final goodbye.

No one cares anyways, says the voices,
They won't even know that you're gone.
They were not blind, but chose not to see,
To see everything that was going on.

He laughs, and thinks about what's awaiting,
His sweet, sweet death is coming soon.
His wrist throb, he doesn't care anymore,
By now, to the pain he is completely immune.

He gets up silently, to write a letter,
To write his last and final suicide note.
It's stained with blood when he's finished,
And this is all that he really wrote.

"Goodbye mother I really did love you,
I'm sorry, I lied, but I know I really do.
You'll hate me forever, but I don't care,
Though I know I'm a big disgrace to you.

Goodbye friends, I love you all much,
Though you may or may not care,
I love all of you, every single one of you,
Especially Sammy, Sarah and Claire.

Goodbye everyone, friends or not,
All of you I surely will very much miss.
If I could, I certainly would love to,
To give you a hug, or maybe a kiss."

And with that written down on his note,
Very slowly he began to fade away,
He wishes you all a very happy life,
Even though he cannot be here today.

-it's crap.. but had to write, feeling like shit, sorry-

*please give suggestions for a better title*