I Said It

I wanted to tell,
to write and to show,
my feelings then,
you should have known.

Way back when,
that time so bleak,
my will was lost,
my mind was weak.

I wanted to tell you,
how I felt inside,
when we were together,
it didn't feel like a lie.

But now I said it,
as if by chance,
it just slipped out,
with other rants.

I do not know,
if you believed it so,
why did I say it then,
I want to know.

Was it the drink's fault,
it loosened my grip,
I said it to you,
before I slipped.

Then I layed on the floor,
wondering what I did,
I said it to you,
in front of all of these kids.

You were the only one,
who heard me however,
if it wasn't said then,
I wonder if ever?

It just slipped out,
fell off my tongue,
not chanted loudly,
not even sung.

I bet you didn't,
think of it as much,
you probably forgot,
my words and such.

But they were real,
and they were true,
the words that I said were,
"I love you."