You tell me to do this
you tell me to do that
I'm really trying, I'm trying
my best but i just can't
I try to help, i try real
hard, i try to be noticed
i try to be seen, i try
to much but i just can't
i try not to be different
i just can't help the way
i am, i try to be happy i
try to stay alive, but i just can't
i try not to think of dieing
i try to talk to my friends
but they just don't care, i try
not to kill myself but i just cant
i try to say goodbye
but you just don't notice
i try not to cry when I'm getting
ready but i just can't
then one day when i wasn't there
you got all scared, then you final remembered what i said the day before, you said you were sorry for not being there you asked me if i would forgive you but i just can't
