In a state of depression
I try to clear my mind
Sanity is barley visible
Commom sense is hard to find
The pain is so unbearable
Sometimes i want to die
All that i can do
Is lay on my bed and cry
I need someone to trust
A true friend
Maybe they can help me
Put this suffering to an end
My mind is going blank
My memory turnning hazy
If i don't find someone soon
I think i might go crazy
The pain is quickly growing now
I'm feeling kind of weak
Someone needs to be there for me
Love is all i seek
I look at the shiney blade
Stained by my tears
Thinking about life
And how this would end all my fears
I pressed the knife into my wrist
And watched the blood pour out
My mother came running in
When she heard my painful shout
But it was too late
I was going to die
She fell to the floor
And began to cry why
It's better this way i said
