If I didnt say goodbye...

Looking out into the cold..
I remember when I was told..

I didn't believe..I didn't want to
I quickly Begin to miss you..

The rest of the day
I had really nothing more to say..

You were all that crossed my mind
I kept thinking of them thoughts that are unkind..

I went home...tears flowing from my eyes
I just knew I couldn't tell you goodbye..

How could I go on?
Why would I go on?

No more pain
Was left to gain..

I reached it all..
Then the tears continued to fall..

I decided to take my life..
I knew now I couldn't be your wife..

So as I dying
My mother walked in and started crying..

Why did she have to watch me die?
It would have been easier if I didn't have to say goodbye..

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