Pointless Captivity

I’ve made a lot of changes
Paved a path of blood and tears
I knew just where to go
So why do I keep ending up here?

Pointless anxiety
Stomach manifesting into another trench too deep
I appear so hopeful
But only through my fears do I find relief

I’ve had to grow up so quickly
So far ahead that I’m behind
Locked down every time that I pervade
In captivity for all of time

Copyright ©2005 Jessica Tedder