The hardest thing...

It's not that were still friends,or that things will never change.
It's not that it's all different now,or that things will never be the same.

It's not the way we talk,like the past just isn't real.
It's not the way you look at me,the way that makes me feel.

It's not because your still around,an deep down that it hurts.
It's not because you think I'm ok,even tho that's the worst.

It's not about what you say,and it's not about what you do.
The hardest thing of all,is trying to tell myself i dont love you.