I cant forget...

Lying on my bed
Heart broken and scarred
I didn't think forgetting you
Was going to be this hard
But here I lie
Smashed into pieces
Like a toy with an owner
Who was very careless
My chest aches with pain
My mind filled with thoughts
Arms feeling numb
Seeing numerous, little dots
A tear now and then
Chills run down my spine
All because I'm here...
Still wishing you were mine...