Secret Lover

I think I love you
But how do I know if this is true
I'm so confused I dont know what to do
When I was finally over you,
You came back into my life
I was completely over you
Well at least I think I was
Or was I just telling myself I was
Because now that your here
Theres only one thing that I fear
Getting hurt again
The pain that you had caused me
Had finally gone away
I dont want to go through what I just got over
But when I look at you all I can do is smile
So do you think maybe you can stay with me a while
I told my friend that I loved you
But got over it
Well now I tell her I'm getting back into it
So tell me what I should do my secret lover
Should I love or should I hate you