Every time you look at me, in your eyes i see your shame,
You hid me out of sight, you called me harsh names,
Every time i saw you i felt my heart sink deep,
I know i can never please you, so for you i weep,
I'll never forget how much disappointment i brought,
I just wanted to make you happy, thats all i sought,
I'll never forget how you said love wasn't a word for me,
That hurt deep down, my tears could fill the sea,
My past is full of sorrow and despair,
Why couldn't you show me that you care?
My past is full of tears and misery,
And I'm afraid to face that for eternity,
Do you know what it feels like to just want to die,
Like suicide is the only option, to fix this life,
Do you know what its like to have no consultation,
To have nothing to do, except self mutilation,
One day i hope, in my future some-one will care,
Some-one will love me, and always be there,
One day i hope that you'll be proud of the person i became,
I'm only as good as you are, our blood is the same,
I have people who set me free, the good in me they found,
They support me, and to you i am no longer bound,
I have people who will stick by me till the world ends,
Luke and Zoe are angels, but i call them friends...
