Why me?

Years ago
Before I was born
Everyone lived in peace
When I, the pest, was born
All the problems started
Which never ended
I don't know what I ever did
For it's always my fault
"Where is my lipstick?
Ugh… you pest! Where is it?!"
Smoke was coming
Out of her ears
What she, my so called sister,
Was talking about I never knew
My head is wet from being…
Stuffed down the toilet
Yesterday I came home with my report
My mother went ballistic like an angry cat once she saw it
I was punished
But not the way you think
I wasn't grounded
No…
My brother failed a year ago
But wasn't punished the way I was
The scars and memories
Will never fade
For my mother
MY MOTHER has...
Tortured me
If anything goes wrong at home
It's always my fault
Even though I never touched a thing
Everything I do is never right
I used to never care
And all I did was stare
I don't think I'm needed around
For I'm the cause
Of All the problems in the world
Maybe I should run away
But then, I'm still alive
Which means the trouble would never end
I think I know where my dad
Hides the gun
He never used
Tomorrow the first bullet will be shot
And I don't think my family's faucets
Will be leaking…
But then again maybe I won't