A strange feeling coming from inside
A strange feeling she just cannot hide
It feels as if it's all ending so fast
She thinks she needs to stop living in the past
So many different theories just rushing into her head
One of how much easier it would be if only she were dead
She wouldn't even dream of leaving all of her friends
But she just can't wait for the day when this s***** life ends
This life of pain and this life of so much depression
Isn't for a 15 year old girl who can't even make the right decisions
It all started with her feeling of insecurity
And her boyfriend's feelings of her impurity
She never thought her boyfriend would make her second best
He never understood that she was different from the rest
She loved him and stood by him through these past few years
Never once has he caused her to shed so many tears
He says he's doing what he thinks is right
She knows deep down he wanted this fight
Fight to keep her he would indeed
But he's never there when she's in need
He knows that forever she'd be all his
But she's never known such pain as this
This feeling that tears her apart limb by limb
She never imagined her life away from him
This feeling that eats at her every day
She can sense exactly what he's going to say
He comes to see her and looks her in the eye
This feeling makes her hear his goodbye
When it comes to this relationship that's her worst fear
This feeling is more of a soft whisper in her ear
It tells her everything is going to die
She's so depressed she can't even cry
She knows that not it is all over
There's nothing anyone can do to console her
A 15 year old girl shouldn't have this experience
No one can believe that about this she's serious
Her boyfriend left her without a word
The feeling whispered and only she heard
She knows it's all going to end
Like a reed in the wind but this time she won't bend
Give up without a fight? HA! She laughs at you
Give up without a fight? She'll take you out too
She won't give up and will never stand down
Till the end she'll defend her crummy hometown
As she looks up at the sky turning gray
She knows that the suffering will end today
This pain and misery deep in her heart
Makes her compose this work of art
This strange feeling deep within
Makes her feel that she can never win
This strange feeling coming from inside
Is something she no longer needs to hide.
