Just to let go of you

You make it so hard,
For me to get through one day,
You always leave me speechless,
Never knowing quite what to say,

We argue all the time,
A new thing thing every week,
You ask me what I want,
It's happiness that I seek,

But I know that I'd go crazy,
If I had to say goodbye,
Before I didn't care,
Now without you I would die,

What is it about you,
That makes me so messed up,
What is it about you,
That gets my mind messed up,

Is it because you saw me,
When no-one else could see,
Is it because you showed me,
How happy I could really be,

Why is time not healing,
The pain you've made me feel,
Why do the wounds you cause,
Never seem to heal,

You lie to me all the time,
But you say you never do,
How do you expect this to work,
If i can never trust you,

You can never make up your mind,
But baby neither can I,
For some reason though,
I cant bring myself to say goodbye,

I'm obsessing over you,
And it's changing me somehow,
But how am I supposed to get out,
You've sucked me in now,

I need to say good bye,
But can't bring myself to do it,
I need to let go,
Your killing me bit by bit,

But for some reason I need you,
I need to know your there,
Please don't ask me why,
But I need for you to care,

I really can't explain us,
You know I can't boo,
So I'd like to round it up,
By saying this to you,

I hate you so much,
But i think I love you too,
Why is it proving so hard,
Just to let go of you.