And i say,"if you've seen what I've seen and done what I've done wouldn't you?"
I mean...my heart is so broken i cant find the missing parts,
And its all because of hurtful remarks,
My heart is full of faded out memories,
And i wish to God that he would take them away as i pray on my knees,
My friends and family don't understand me,
And sometimes i just wish they could see,
Just what i go through with day by day,
Longing to find peace somewhere down the way,
I want someone to see my pain,
And just see how my life is just so insane,
I think suicide is the only way,
To stop the pain everyday......
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RetiCent........you have stopped this pain........now you are the one that makes me sane.........I LOVE YOU........so far that is...........