Sometimes I really wonder about many things.
Like how do I really sound every time I sing.
Is it worth listening to the thoughts I leak..
There's a lot of things I can't help but to seek.
How exactly do you really see me?
There's still so much I have yet to live up to be.
Why do you all bother to smile every time?
Even as every hour on the clock begins to chime.
How would you react if I were to be depressed?
For many years I have kept it oppressed.
Sometimes the hurt makes me want to hide.
Everything that I keep deep inside.
My heart aches from the wounds bestowed.
My hopes have come to the point where they are lowered.
The light inside me has been dimmed so much.
Darkness enveloping the light as such.
My heart, My hopes, My light is fading.
But here they will lie as they continue to keep on waiting.