So I'm sitting here as if it's nothing new as if i never loved any one but you. But I'm not pretending and it's all real i can't walk away like it's no big deal. Where do i even begin do you no your buried so far in. So far in my heart you have your own special place one i can't erase. I want to hug you or hold your hand but I'm so scared you won't understand. I want to kiss you and say i love you over and over again but I'm scared of what you'll say.I'm so scared, you'll push me away. I mean i tell everyone I'm over you but it's all a lie it isn't true because I'm to far in love with you. It's really hard for me because i think I'll be alright till i dream about you all night. I wish it wasn't how it's turned out to be i wish you would just love me for me. I'm tired of this dream because it's turned hopeless and plain it's one thing that can't kill this pain. so maybe i should just let you find out what your going to do but then again i can't keep waiting for you.
